Seek and Speak Truth

 I was listening to the song “Look what you’ve done” on the radio on the way to work…the words say… Look what you've done  Look what you've done in me You spoke your truth into the lies I let my heart believe Look at me now Look how you made me new Oh, the enemy did everything that he could do Oh, but look what you've done It kind of hit me like a ton of bricks how far I’d come. It made me see so truly how God is in the business of making us better. I quit drinking a little over 2 years ago. I used to know the exact number of days and before that I counted hours and before that minutes. I don’t know how many days it’s been now. Look what you’ve done! I hear those words from the song in my heart. I would have never believed I would say that this side of heaven, that I would not know the days. But He heals all the wounds up. We have to suffer for this good and in that suffering He heals us. In that song it talks about God healing all my wounds up….breaking ground, tearing out

  “I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness.” John‬ ‭12‬:‭46‬ ‭NIV‬‬ “When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” John‬ ‭8‬:‭12‬ ‭NIV‬‬ “This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is light; in him there is no darkness at all.”    1 John‬ ‭1‬:‭5‬ ‭NIV‬‬ God takes us out of the darkness and into the light. He is light, in Him there is no darkness at all. He blesses abundantly. “And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.” 2 Corinthians‬ ‭9‬:‭8 NIV The struggle is real, the darkness is real. And it can feel so dark. Yet He calls us into the light….why then does it  feel sometimes that I am not in the light at all. Key word-feel. We are not to live by how we feel. The pain of the now, the weight of existe